Now I'm listening to...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Don't Ask.

Abuse & Neglect.

Never ever treat anyone you love with either, or even worse, both.

It hurts.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Post with a grumpy note

Hai, all my colleagues not free today, so i've to cover the recept now.

Well, not too bad, considering i can use tis time to blog and to surf the net.

Haha..

I'm here to complain again!!

Missed last sat's sentosa outing cos i had a fever.

Going to miss this sat's outing cos i've to work.

Going to miss CSC day AGAIN, cos i'm going to Genting with my family. CSC Day seems to clash with my schedule EVERY single year!

ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.................


Tiger year is supposed to be my year, but why it started off in such a bad taste? :S

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

2010~!! Hi I'm bacK!! ... to lament.

Ok i suppose half year's tribute is more enough huh... LOL..

Anyway happy 2010 to all of you who ever still check my blog to see if i'm alive.

Time flies really quickly, it's Tiger year now, my 2nd cycle already, a few more cycles to go before i ended up in dust. Hai...

Have to scrutinise into what i really want this year, in life i mean, not just this year. Anyway, my wishlist for this year...


1st thing on my list, is my job.

In many ways my job is fine.. the pay is fine, the jobscope can be said to be fine, welfare in terms of employee programmes and other benefits are fine, the people are nice too.. but... i still feel like i'm dragging myself to work everyday, can feel my energy being sapped away sia.

Perhaps it's the nature of the job i'm not passionate about, perhaps it's the age group of people which makes me unclickable (i only click wif special ppl), perhaps it's the burnt wkends i'm concerned about, perhaps it's my declining social life, sleep, and health (i'm sitting 90% of my time now) i'm totally worried about...

Yes perhaps i need a job change. But what kinda job? I need a job with a mix of young and old and preferably lots of hunky guys , a job where i can work as a team with rotating leadership roles, a job where i can do different stuff and learn different things everytime, a job with decent pay, a job where i can make a change to the community AND can see substantial results (not just picking litter/tuition a kid kind). Where does my passion lies and that can follow me through a lifetime? I don't know man. Been asking myself this question plenty of times till i got a headache and yet still no answer. But till i got an answer, i suppose i'm still stuck here. IF any of you have an advice or suggestion, please comment something (also to water my dying comment box).


Secondly, my social life.

The no. of young people i'm interacting with enjoys the same downturn together with the US economy after i left uni. And whatever close friends that remain, also got attached at the same period, and bonding time is now divided by 2 - the boy/girlfriend 90%, friend 10%. :'(

So this year, I hope i can meet more like-minded people whom I can click with, join more activities to know more people, hopefully gain a skill in the meantime.

Hopefully my job schedule allows me to do that.


Thirdly, i want to get my driving lisence this year.

Hopefully before my PDL expires in Feb . oops.


Fourthly(??), develop more good habits, such as exercising regularly.
Need an exercise buddy(ies) for this, anyone?? Weekly badminton/cycling sounds good for me, but try to keep it daytime, or i'll die of exhaustion.


Fifthly, new skills.

Maybe take up dancing once more, or take up 1 water sports course like windsurfing/canoeing/kayaking/wakeboarding etc... Anyone who's interested pls jio me too.


Sixthly, spend more time with family and visiting my grandma.


Seventhly, is to be a better person, treat others better if they deserve it. oops. Treat even better those who appreciates. :D


Eighthly, be updated - read more books, watch more news/ read more newspaper...


Ninthly, lose 20 kg (haha, as always)


Tenly, enjoy life at the very moment.:D



What about you? What is it that you want???




- The greatest tragedy in life is to spend your whole life fishing only to discover that it was not fish you were after....- Henry David Thoreau