4 Weeks to the FinaLs....

4 weeks to Final Exams!!!

Meaning only less than 1 week per module...

I still have a term paper and a project to go....... Oh noooo....

How??!!!! HOw am i gonna survive through this????

aRGH~!!!!!!!




Come to think of it, i've always been late for lessons, got diarrhea now and then, been drenched by the rain for countless times.... ANd i'm still fine!!! =D

Ouch!!

Ouch!!

One of my foot slipped into the drain when i was on my way home...

(After dance class again... )

Thought I only got scratched... but no blood kind of bruise.

Until the red liquid starts oozing out... Then i realised i have multiple long ugly scratches on my left shin. OUCH!!! Arrggghhhhh........!!!

Will it leave scars??? Hope not!!! =(

Today's quite an unlucky day too, because i found out that the fish tank at home leaked. The few kilograms of fishy water flooded my entire living room, kitchen and even the master bedroom... At the same time, wiping out all the 4 fat goldfishes in the tank. My dad was cursing and swearing when he found out that his $200 worth of fishes were in the trash. No wonder my mom asked me whether there's water in the fish tank before i left for school...

Wednesdays are cursed...

Eventful day...

Only left about 4 weeks to my final exams~!!!

Arrrggghhh... Have to start mugging already... Sian.

So today, met up with yt in school to mug. But not much progress again, of course. Only read less than a chapter.. Haiz...

But because i don't have a handphone, meeting up with yt is an absolute chore (haha.. yes yt, me also feel that way k... lol..). I ended my rp at 11.30am. Supposed to meet her at the Central library at 12 noon. But when i reached the library at 11.35am, i realised it's closed on public holidays!!! Ahhhh!!!

Since there's some time, i thought of calling yt to cancel today's mugging program. So i went to look for a payphone somewhere in arts. I walked all the way from forum to canteen and even further down... Not a phone in sight.

Finally saw one outside LT10, but it requires the Singtel phonecard... -_-... Who uses that phonecard today??

Continued my quest for a payphone that accepts coins... Finally saw another phone sign at AS7. Phew, I thought...

Until i realised it's another phonecard payphone again!!! ARrgggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why can't NUS just install coin-payphones instead of phonecard payphones???? Nowadays almost everyone has a handphone, nobody would invest in a phonecard anymore lor... People only use payphone maybe because of emergency or lost their handphones like me, so who would predict they will have such emergencies and keep a phonecard with them at all times?? Bah!!

Never mind, went to the bus stop to wait for bus to take me to forum again to comb the area for payphones again. But the stupid buses were SO long~ Made me wait for about 10-15 minutes i think.. So in the end, i walked all the way there instead, perspiring profusely when i finally reached there. But no payphone in sight also...

Went to the Computer Centre bus stop. Thought of taking a bus to Clementi to get a payphone to contact yt at the last resort. But because i didn't have a watch with me either, i was really shocked to see the vending machine time displayed 12.03pm. Haiz.. And i still thought it was not 12 yet. So i dragged my feet back to the Central Library...Might as well wait for yt to come then discuss what to do next...

But i didn't see her when i reached there. Went to an empty bench to wait for her. IT's at this very moment that i saw a row of coin-payphones at the corner!!!! And I swear i've never seen them before during those few thousand times i've walked past that area!!! But anyway i'm too happy to bother... It's like seeing a mirage in a desert sia~!!! Lol...

At the payphone, realised don't have yt's no. Called ws's house (luckily i still preserve her no. somewhere in my memory...), got yt's no. and i FINALLY contacted yt................. Ya, and as expected, she's late again... *shake head* =X

Discussed with her, and we decided to go engin to mug in the end, as the benches are fully booked in the forum. Passed by the tutorial rooms, then we remembered YB said that tutorial rooms are empty in engin during holidays. And those rooms are unlocked!! We must be blessed...

Fiddle, fiddle... Lights on... =D
Fiddle, fiddle... Even the project screen can be operated!!! =D
Fiddle, fiddle... But the air-con doesn't work~ -_-""

There's no remote control for the air-con or anything, the dunno-what's-its-purpose controller on the wall also doesn't magically turn on the air-con or something... Haiz... So much for feeling blessed...

YT called kr, he told her that EA block tutorial rooms are fully air-conditioned. So we made our way there.. Went in to one of them... The controller-on-the-wall in there is slightly different from the previous one, it looked more like an air-con controller... Our hopes raised... Fiddle, fiddle.. we pressed all the buttons available... But the stupid air-con still doesn't work. ARgGh!!!! YT called kr for the Nth time, she was told that we have to wait for 5 mins.

Wait........ 5 mins, 10 mins..........

Still no air-con!!! Grrr.....

心静自然凉， yt says...

Ok, fine... I take out my Stats textbook to read.......................

Wait.

Where's my STATS TEXTBOOK??!!!!

Don't tell me it's gone again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I immediately rushed to all the tutorial rooms we've previously entered.

Finally found it at the first tutorial room. Phew!!! Lucky it's not lost!!! But i guess only a pervert would steal a STats Textbook bah... Hahaha....

Went back. Air-con STiLL not working, and the room's getting stuffy already. Shifted to a bench outside instead...

So it's already 1pm before the whole fiasco ended... And we finally settled down to study..





Went to MacDonald's at 3.30pm (cos all the canteens are not open). There i get to witness the Unstoppable Fry-Eating Stunt... =X

Later we had a fun time chatting with Ng, and YT's primary school friend aka Ng's project partner... =X What with robbers, trees, grass, environment, and healthy fries, i laughed till my cheeks ached... Hehe...

When i went back home, my mom told me my aunt gave her an old samsung handphone.. WhoA~! So lucky man!! Maybe Heaven took pity on me for my unlucky morning events, and sent me this handphone.. haha~ Old phone, no camera, no mp3, no radio, no bluetooth... even the sms interface can only type in CAPs for T9 format... But it's still a handphone nonetheless...and better than no phone... Haha.... So can send me your numbers liao... And please send, if you don't want to me to ask who are you everytime you sms me... hah...

OkieZ... Wished i could blog more, but i'm really shagged now... Sorry for the poor use of grammar today, and maybe even some spelling mistakes i think... HAha~

So till next time~!!! Buai~~~~~~

Rain = No Basketball!! =(

I totally forgot...

Today's basketball day!!

How to have basketball when the courts are wet???!!!!!!

Arrrggghhhh.........

CAn't the rain ta-han for another day?!!!

S-I-A-N.

Rain, rain, come again!!

Whoa~ After 2-3 burning hot weeks, it's finally raining now!!!

Woooeeeee...!!!

Last night was scary. In the middle of the night, my fan blew and never work again... It's not that scary if i can turn on my air-conditioner... But too bad it blew too, a few nights ago. So can you imagine me, sleeping with my parents in a small room that has no fan or air-con in a hot and hazy night??? Scaringly stuffy man...

So i'm thankful for the rain!!! =D

Rain, rain, come again!!! I don't want another night like yesterday!!

*do the rain dance*

The legend of my handphones...

I am really really very suei lately..

As some of you have known, i've lost my handphone again... Another reason for me to hate my life... Thanks to whoever-up-there.... Great thanks huh. But it's the 2nd lost handphone of the year, and the 3rd which is less than a year old...

Sian.

Yesterday, the fateful day, i was rushing to my dance class from school. I was holding my handphone, checking the time regularly, while smsing my friends. Went to the toilet to change for class, while i was doing that, i.......left my handphone in the toilet. Before i changed, i still reminded myself to take it before i leave. But after changing, i totally forgotten all about it... Argh.

And it remained out of my mind until JX went to that same cubicle after our dance class, and she came out with my handphone pouch. Apparently my handphone pouch was in there, but my handphone was gone...

for good.



HAiZ..


I think the trend started ever since my mitsubishi phone was drowned at a birthday party. Then i got the K700i. It was lost again a year later at a birthday party too. Then i waited for my plan to end before renewing it and i got this samsung e730. 5 months later, (or was it 4?) i lost it AGAIN. 1 drowned, 2 went missing and were never to be found.

No more plans to renew liao, no money to afford a no-contract phone either. I have decided not to own a phone anymore, at least maybe for the near future. TOtally given up on handphones...

I hate all handphone finders who kept the handphones withour reporting it to the police!!! Ironically, the police post is only beside the bloody CC toilet!!! Arrrggghhhh!!! Doesn't she have any conscience at all? She don't feel guilty at all?

My mom picked up a handphone at her workplace once, and she reported to her supervisor the next day. She said she'll feel guilty and uncomfortable if she had kept that phone. And this had to happen to me so many times?? I have never once gotten any phones or money not belonging to me at all... Even if i did, i usually report it to the lost and found area... So why are these happening to me??!!! It really doesn't pay to be kind sia.

Since it is so, then i wouldn't be so goody goody again. I'm gonna be BAD!! I shan't report it to lost and found if i ever got my hands on handphones, wallets and money~!! Muahahah......

I'm SOo Gonna be a BAD person from now on...



Or a DeviL....

da devil

Mwahahaha!!!!





The bad luck goes on... Today was my presentation day. So despite my great devastation over my loss of handphone, i still had to force that out of my mind and concentrate on finishing my project yesterday. ROARRRRRsss!!!!!!!

Anyway, today I was like super nervous till my throat went totally dry. Kept drinking water, till i nearly finished 1 whole bottle after the presentation. And while presenting, i only stumbled a little (quite surprised i didn't got tongue-tied.. haha~). But the problem is i think i bore my audience a little too.

My tutor was actually stifling ITs (can't reveal my tutor's gender here) yawns while i'm presenting sia. Then as the presentation proceeds, IT began to doze off now and then throughout our group's presentation. How rude! How can IT do this when the rest of the class didn't even do that? =(

A teacher should know that by displaying such behaviours, the students' morales would be greatly affected?? And that we would feel really bad and we may lose our concentration while presenting??? A teacher should know all these, and should learn to discipline his/herself, much less a psychologist like IT??? Maybe i should doze off at ITs lectures as well huh... Don't like IT!!! Grrr...

IT is grading our presentations.. Will IT fail us?? Did we really do that bad for our presentation?? I hope not, i hope that my negative thinking of our performance is only just spotlight effects (the tendency to overestimate the extent to which their actions and appearance are noted by others) as mentioned in my textbook. Haha... *Pray*

Oh this sat i'll be having the interview for the Work and Travel in USA programme!! So nervous till i get stomach aches sia! =( Pray they wun ask me questions which are too chim.. Nono, i should pray that i can understand what they are saying in the first place... HaiZ~

Wish me good luck!!!

Busy Busy Busy...

Lately i've been SWAMPED.... not by guys though... but by BOOKS!!!
Tons and tons of BOOKS!!! Arrgggghhhh!!!!!!!



I had a term paper due yesterday, so i spent the whole weekend doing research, in library, online and stuff... In the end, i only slept for 3-4 hours during the weekend!!! Got super big eye bags now!!! =(

Then i have to finish my project slides by today... So i spent the whole of yesterday night and today's afternoon just to finish it... Grrrr......

And just last week, i had 2 tests... One of them has been returned to us... I received the results of another test i had last month as well... And you know what???

The mean for the tests are 70% and 80%!!! Yes, MEAN!!! not the highest score!!! meaning many people got above 80% for that test!! I think i'm the bottom of the cohord man~ I'm so dead!!! So dead so dead so dead!!!!! argh. X_X

Hate tests, hate projects, hate term papers!!! Hate school, hate llfe!!!!!!!

Plus the stupid haze does not help at all... Why Singapore have to spend so much money to help Indonesia put out the fire every year?? Seems like they aren't really bothered about it, the fire is still not controlled!! And the haze is getting from bad to worse!! Damn the indonesian developers!! No money to saw the trees, then might as well don't develop the land lar!!! *Box Them*

The stupid haze has been giving me headaches, chest aches, and tummy aches...all these in addition to my earlier heartache... Oowww...

Haha...

Haiz... No time to watch tv, no time to blog, there's not even time to eat and sleep!!!

That's why i'm getting complainy again. heh.

Go Watch tv liao, blog another time~

Ciao

When complication sets in...

Yesterday was Friday the 13th... Any of you had any unlucky stories to tell??

It was quite fine for me until evening time...


During basketball cca... Many experty ones came yesterday, shortening my interaction time with the ball to only a few seconds... =(

And THAT few seconds is the accumulated time throughout the whole 2 hours' of game. =((

Where have all the non-experty ones gone too???

So needless to say, i have absolutely no chance of putting the ball through the hoop at all... I think i only scored once for the whole of yesterday. And it's only because everybody 放水, to the extent that they actually stepped back and allow me to shoot without any obstruction. Sad case..

But i have a great suspicion that the ball must be cursed, because i'm usually not that pathetic right.... heh.



Oh yar, there's another thing....

I saw Cute Guy again!!!!!! Finally after a long time!!! =D

BUt he was with a girl... =S


Now, things start to get complicated...

That girl is quite pretty, and she seemed quite close to him too.. And she waited for him while he was in the room...


Don't tell me he's attached...



*Piang*





There goes my heart again... Sigh.....




He's the first guy whom i found cute after i've entered this school actually... And this is only the second time after i've first seen him... Now, after less than a month, and he got attached already??!!!!

Siaaannnnnn................



Anyway, i was so totally depressed after the two fatal blows that i got an acute stomach ache on the bus home... And it actually lasted till today!!! Got a serious case of diarrhea also sia... That's why didn't have time to blog about it yesterday...

So suei... 名副其实的 Friday the 13 sia~~



"And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again~~~"

Why nothing goes according to my plan??

I scored full marks for 2 assignments for General Biology!!!!!!!!!!

1st time i ever scored full marks for anything since university life....

no, JC life....

Nono, come to think of it... Since Secondary school days!!!!!!!!!!!!! =S



Anw, YeSH~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally scored full marks for something...

HAHA~!!


But.....
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i S/Ued the module............(For those of you who don't know, it means not counted in my grades)

What the Fish!!!!!!!




*Screams in aGonY...............................*

It still hasn't rained...

It's 6.43pm right now, and it hasn't rained..

The whole day's weather somewhat reflects my decision...

Grey clouds in the sky, yet did not rain... (Or is it the haze??)

Does it mean that Heaven is as confused as me? lol...



But it hasn't rained yet... So....

Is this a sign from Heaven that i should go for this trip??

Maybe Heaven or some other divine gods want me to use this opportunity to learn something new?

Maybe this trip will change my whole life or something?? (In a good sense i hope...)

Maybe i'm fated to meet THE someone over there and he/she can affect my life???

Maybe.... I simply watched too much dramas....

Haha....


Don't know, don't know, don't know and don't know.......



It's 7.00pm and it still hasn't rained...

If i'm going, whoever up there...

please look over me... =)

To Go or Not To Go???

Work and travel in USA.. Seems to be the topic among my friends lately. After hearing them talking excitedly about the US trip, i admit that i'm a little 心动 also. Whereas before that, i don't usually give a damn to all these overseas programmes. Lol...

Even after contemplating for a very long time, and getting most of the information that i need, I'm still not sure how badly i want to apply for the programme. My parents have given me the OK sign yesterday, and now it's totally up to me to decide... And i'm still in a dilemma!!!!! Arrggghhhhh......!!!!!!!! Never mind, i'll list down all the push and pull factors first.

Push

1. Can experience a new culture and learn more about the coveted U.S life we usually only read about in books

2. Can make new friends, both local and foreign

3. Can become closer with my current friends (those who are going)

4. It's a once in a lifetime chance to go to U.S. for so long, with jobs and lodging already arranged for you.

5. It will be even more expensive if i choose to go there on my own next time

6. First time my parents allow me to go overseas with friends

7. Will be more independent than i currently am (maybe it's time i step out of my own comfort zone?)

8. Looks slightly better in my CV when i'm applying for jobs next time

9. First time i go overseas with friends (many said it's much more fun than going with parents)

10. Next time i may not find people to go with me if i don't go this time

11. Can play in theme park for free! =D

12. If i survive this trip, means i can surely survive other trips liao.

Pull

1. It's damn ex! (3-4K)

2. I'll get home sick for sure

3. Hard to communicate with my friends and family from there

4. May not get used to the culture there, may not be able to cope

5. May get lost there!! *horrors*

6. No parents there to depend on

7. Only few people that i know are going

8. May be hard for me to communicate with the local citizens there

9. Never been overseas with my friends before --> no experience

10. Sounds like going to NS to me

11. Never had NS before --> no experience also

12. Standard of living very high there

13. May not be able to cover all my expenses

14. May get sacked and sent home *double horrors*

15. May not be able to get the same jobs with the already very few people i know who are going, may not even be in the same state as them for that matter!!

16. May get sick there and nobody takes care of me...

17. It's really, really damn ex!! (accomodation, taxes, all other living expenses not included in the 3-4K!!)




So... people, should i go or not?? Some more i have to confirm by this coming tuesday. I'm really really vexed about this issue... Help me to add to my above list if you can think of factors that i missed out.

If i still cannot come to a decision by today, I think i'll just leave it to fate liao. Haha...



Ok, i've decided. If there's no rain on Monday, then i'll pay the $50 deposit and just go ahead with the whole programme. If it rains, then i'll just give up the entire idea bah...

Time: Monday, 9th Oct (0000-2359)

Type of rain: Any kind, regardless of whether it's drizzling or heavy thunderstorm as long as there's water falling from the sky (and not from pails or wet laundries hung at HDBs).

And of course, i must witness the rain myself. No point telling me that there's rain in the East side of Singapore when i'm in the West, or vice versa.

Haha... finally a load off my chest!! Can finally concentrate on my readings liao. HA.




Being a strong believer of destiny and fate, i believe that things always happen for a reason... ^_^

Nightmare...

Old folks used to say that if you had a nightmare, share it with others. Then it will never come true. Hope it's true...

Lately i've been sleeping at about 2-3 am every night, finally felt too shagged yesterday.. and dozed off at 12.30pm.

I thought i can finally sleep early yesterday...

But no such luck... I woke up in the middle of the night, from a nightmare!!

The nightmare is still vivid even for now... ...

In my dream, i live in a big apartment with 2 gates... We were all planning to leave. My parents went out first through one of the gates, leaving the door unlocked. I was at the second gate, locking it and was about to leave through the first gate when a stranger rode a motorbike into my house!!! (don't ask me how come he can climb up all those stairs with his motorbike, cos i don't know. But dreams don't usually make sense anyway.. haha)

I don't think he know i was in the house when he entered, he must have thought it was empty. So i turned to run out of the gate before he discovered me! Unfortunately my sudden action caught his eye, and he chased after me, close right behind! He's holding a knife! I ran out towards the stairs (my image is that of the HDB flat's corridor and stairways) but the attacker is blocking it, so i can't possibly run past him without getting killed. It all happened so fast.

AT the same time, there's a passer-by walking between us. I grabbed him and cried for help. I still remembered him wearing a grey-black nylon windbreaker. The passer-by stood bravely in front of me to protect me. But with 1 great slash of the attacker's knife, he fell.. leaving only me to protect myself.

Slash, slash!!

I tried to defend myself while he slashed twice on my arms. No escape at all. I've been pushed against the wall.. He raised his knife once again.. I somehow know that this third slash will be the last and fatal one.

Slash!!!!







I woke up with a start. Looked at the clock beside me. 3.30am.

For a moment, i was terrified that the nightmare may come true, i went out to make sure that the doors are locked and that my family members are sleeping well. This is because this is not the first time i've dreamt of attackers, robbers, murderers chasing after me.. And the medium of my dangers don't only confine to humans, i often dreamt of cockroaches, cobras, tiger cubs trying to eat me, as well as ghosts trying to kill me too! This is all so freaking scary can!! *bite finger nails*

Why can't i dream of something nice?? Like a bundle of cash fall from the sky, or candies also can... Why can't Edison guest star in my dream for once? Sigh...

Haiz.. Anyways, in the end i didn't manage to sleep well yet again. Only slept at about 5am i think. Sheessh... when can i get back my normal sleeping pattern again?? Arrghhh.... Got black eyes and eye bags already!!! Fish..

Ok, got to turn in soon.


Tata~

Something good out of having a bad hairstyle...

Hey i just realised a bad hairstyle may not be a bad start to my new beginning after all...




Bad hairstyle = Ugly

Ugly = Zero guys would look at me

Zero guys looking at me = Don't have to be so conscious of myself and my surroundings

Not conscious of myself and my surroundings = Can concentrate on mugging

Can concentrate on mugging = a good beginning after all



Therefore, bad hairstyle = a good beginning after all. ^_^

Hahaha... I love Maths!!!

I'm really an expert at convincing myself man~




Cold joke of the day:

“他要跟你讲话。。。”

“什么？”

“话。。。”

“。。。”


Somebody, kill me please.....

Common Face?? Or Celebrity Face????

Just this week, i had another person telling me i looked like somebody she knew... Which adds up to the 5th time this sem already out of the 8 times in my entire life... -_-"""

I was so sad that i have such a common face until now... Just realise that my face is so common that i look like many celebrities too~!! Haha!!!



Want to know whether you have a 明星脸?? Or which celebrity you look alike???

Well... I want to!!! So i went to the below website...

First knew this website from WS's blog... Then recently i saw a couple of my other friends posting this on their blog too. They now have this feature which allows you to post the results on your blog. So... I decided to do join in the fun and do it again!!! HAHA~!!!







And omg... The results show Song Hui Qiao, Jolin Tsai, Sammi Cheng and Shu Qi!!!!!!!!!!! All these are some of my favourite artistes!!!! Muahahahhaa~!!! Those of you who have been calling me Jolin, you haven't been calling in vain... Lol...

Haha... Yeah, i know... Some of you just feel like shooting me right now~

But i will still die in bliss now even if you do. GrinZ.....




WAIT... That picture is taken before today, meaning before i got my bloody new haircut!!!!

ARrrggghhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






Moral of the Story: Never Cut your Hair on Impulse.

A new beginning which starts out real bad...

OH NO~!!! My hair!!! It looks even worse than before...if it's even possible... HaiZ...

I had actually planned to start a new beginning...

Determined to step out of my 'slackhood', according to WS, I've decided to start mugging from today onwards.

I've listened to lectures obediently, attempted to do my tutorials faithfully and also going to school tomorrow (my free day leh!!) to mug...

So i thought a new beginning entails a new haircut as well...


I'm not really fussy about hairstyles... so i thought a neighbourhood salon would be good enough. Cheaper also.

I told the hairdresser to cut lots of layers, describing a funky hairstyle, similar to WS's.. The hairdresser nodded, and seemed really confident. So i thought, shouldn't have any problem bah...

In the end, my hair don't really have much layers, my fringe is too short... In fact, it looked nowhere funky at all!!! Instead, I looked so toot now~!!! Arrrrggghhhh~~!!!!! =(





After the haircut...

Mom: "How much is it?"

Hairdresser: "Oh how old is she? Secondary school student huh?"

Mom: "Yeah..."


Normally, i would be elated to hear someone comment that i look so much younger than my age (because so far everybody thought i was older than my age... The casino personnel thought i was 17 when i was only 14!!) But this time i felt annoyed instead because i have this suspicious feeling that my new haircut is the main reason why she had that thought. =S

But my mom apparently don't share my negative feelings towards the salon... She's just too happy that she gets to save a few bucks. =S


Mom: "So cheap!! Next time we come again ok?"

I immediately gave her a look of horror...



Right now i have to find ways to salvage my obiang hair... Maybe i should wear a cap from now on...

HaiZ.... Why nothing goes according to my plan??

Never mind... Used to it le....




Let it be, Let it be, Let it be, Let it be~

There will be an answer...

Let It Be~~~

Daydreaming...

Breezy wind blowing in my face from the window. Me looking steady and calm.. without a care in the world.

But my insides are actually squirming with fear. I realised that my nightmare is going to start right after the recess week. 2 projects, 2 mid term exams and 1 term paper to be handed in by the second week of October!! Today marks the end of the term break as well as the 1st day of October, and i haven't done a single thing~!!

Children's Day.. I envy kids... They are so damn carefree~ Prancing and laughing all day long at the nearby playground. Time seems to be unlimited for them. I wish time would stop... I wish there are more than 24 hours a day... I wish the world is all about blogging and watching tv and daydreaming... Then my life would be perfect~ Haha...

I really hate studying~ I don't know why it took me 19 years to realise that. I used to love to read books, to read textbooks even.. Most shockingly, i used to love doing my homework!! *GAsP* But now imagining me doing all these is almost unthinkable...

Stress, Problems, Troubles, Homeworks, Readings, Wrinkles, Freckles, Pimples and the Rate of Sighing per Day all increase as age increases..

So what decreases??

My hair and my grades!!

Arrgggghhhh....



If only i could turn back time~